Somethings never change...

I had a good day off school today. I had a doctors appointment so it was my excuse out of school. I actually could of handled going to school funnily enough. Im starting to enjoy it. Im making a few friends now so im beggining to settle in heaps better. I also learned a song for some guy in my music class so i wanted to show it off to him. 'Ride the wings of pestilence' - From first to last, to be exact. pretty good song, i suggest people listen to it.

So im at the doctors.. its not until you visit the doctors that you relise how dense the population of over 55's is. When i got my blood test done there were about 8 oldies waiting in there with me before the clinic opened. Their conversations were soo boring. Talking about what their past careers where and all that jazz. I just wanted to get out as soon as possible. Anyway so i get called in to get the result form the blood tests.. turns out my liver is a tad dodgy.. I dont think its a major deal, its not like im abbusing it and pumping it with alcohol (for now) so it should be alright.

Well its true.. some people never change.. Today i am told my brother and father are coming down from Karratha. A 'pleasant' suprise. But its not to visit their families.. its not to visit his 2 sons which he barely see's or speaks to, its to go to the blues and roots festival..

I found it completely selfish, and a really fucking rude thing to do. The least he could do is offer to take us aswell. I think he was planning on not telling us. He expects me to come up and see him this easter aswell. He can totally throw that fucking idea out the window. I did my best for him, i got him his stubby holder he asked for from the big day out the least he could do is appreciate my lengths to please him that little bit. I wish my dad would change sometimes. He is always trying to act like the friend. I dont want another friend i wanna dad. I wish he could just think a bit more logically and a lil less self centred. I thought the man had changed since the last time i seen him.. Somethings never change..

I sent my dad text in spite from him not inviting us to come along or even telling me about it. This isnt the first time he has done sumthing like this. He used to come down form karratha to play golf in perth and not even visit us.. prick.. anyway the txt said 'thanx for the invitation'.. he tried calling us but my phone wa son silent so i didn't hear it. He left a voicemail.. but i couldn't be fucked checking it.. Im hoping he doesnt come visit me now.. I just see him as a stranger again.. I feel like such a bastard but its true.. Things are back to what they used to be..

'Always stays the same, Nothing ever changes' - Placebo