Winter brings fortune...

(It is now past 12 and is a new day. But i may aswell just keep referring to it as tonight for the sake of it being much more easier.)

I can honestly say i do not like drinking.. i like being drunk but i do not enjoy the process of getting there.. So tonight in the St Patricks day spirit, i decided to get midori illusions as they are green in colour. It tasted nice for like the first 2 then i seriously wanted to just chuck the rest out. All you could taste was the sugar and the overly sweetness of all their lil ingredients they put into it.. As If i wasnt sweet enough already. So with drinking comes thoughts so i thought what better time to blog.

So things have took a sudden change for the better i believe.. I haven't found people to hang around with yet, but im definately making a couple of friends. I just want to apoligize for people who read this, as it may contain a few spelling errors due to the fact i been drinking.. But yes im actually feeling alot better this week...

I currently have friends over tonight since we went to the crabfest.. the night was really good all round.. even when the less talented bands such as screams for dylan were playing, we managed to muster up enough conversation to totally block out their constant swearing inbetween songs.. I was starting to think i knew noone in mandurah, but once again this day has proven otherwise. It was good to see my older mates today. I thought it would be nice to take them to a free gig and have drinks at mine afterwards.. and what do you know it was..

I met a couple of cool people while i was handing out flyers trying to promote the nights gig.. My partners in handing them out Luke and Ross were top dudes aswell. I really like Luke, in a friendly way ofcourse. He just seems like a genuinely nice guy, with pretty kewl hair.. Hell down to earth.. i dunno how to explain it so im just going to give up. Maybe it will come to me when i get some of my wits back.

In other news my old group has moved on, and i think i have begun (or began (they both dont look like the right spelling)) to aswell. I still like them as people but i dont think it is going to be one of them friendships that will last forever. Just another sign passing on the road to life kinda thing. It's a shame, they are all nice people. It seems the more time i have spent away from them has made me relize how different we really are form eachother. I would still like to see them now and again though..

So my friends are sleeping on the couch in my living room, while i hog my queen size bed. Within good reason though. Everytime i have had drinks i have never actually slept in my bed that night. I have always got the arse end of the couch which nobody wants :P I did however sacrofice my blanket for them so im not completely evil. Besides there is a couple in my living room so i dunt wanna interupt anything. I hate sleeping alone when others around you have lil snuggle buddies. I can honestly not think of a more lonelier feeling. Maybe its just me but i kinda get down when i see couples all hugging snuggling up and making out, while im alone watching the tv pretending im sublime to it all. I guess thats the rewards for having a partner i guess. But i dont want one. I like being single and not having to care about what i do. But for that reason alone i would get into a relationship without a doubt. I guess just that feeling of security kinda thing. I dont know anymore.. well i do but cant explain that either. im totally not with it tonight. i want to go to bed but i cant sleep cause i have a dry feeling in my eyes. I think i will.. I will label this as possibly the most thoughtless blog i have ever done..


'Somethings sound alot better in my head'