Long lost blog site...

I admit its been a while.. i was tempted to put the exact day time and date but i can't be bothered going to such an extent.. to much effort, so little initiative..

but hello again.. i said i promise i will blog my birthday.. i didn't.. im sorry to all my non adoring liam fans ahaha.. it was ok though.. me and luke were still fighting, he never came to my birthday gathering.. I was upset i even bubbled at the end of the night when the absolut caught up on me.. but besides that i think it was a really enjoyable night. we played Wii sports and the worst organised drinking game ever.. FUBAR but the rules were almost as incoherent as us competitors playing..

Me and luke made up after the dropjaw gig which was on Oct 8th.. im not usually one to remember such insignificant dates but, oct the 8th was the date i wish i was born on, as 8 is my lucky number.. it was really quite an immature lets be friends again.. It was on MSN after the gig..

'wanna start talking again?' - Me
'Ok..' - Luke

and the rest is history.. it was really quite that simple.. We are still bestmates.. and we picked up where we left off, without the small time arguements and being at eachothers throats however..

A month passed.. doing a time warp to the future now.. And its my big brothers 18th.. hooray!.. I travel up 2 karratha to see him.. there was debate as to if i wanted to go because of recent events.. He said he didn't want Mum coming because she would just get drunk and embaress him.. Usually a teen would say this a joking gesture, and the parents would shrug it off, but he meant this in all seriousness.. I found it a lil self absorbed and really quite rude.. The one things parents wanna be there for is your 1st, 10th, 16th, 21st, 30th, 40th, even 50th birthday and He managed to shun my mother out and make her feel unwelcome..

The party ended up being a success.. i got him a 'Modern day Kama Sutra' book.. It was awkward.. not only going into buy the book.. but when i met his gf for the first time she thanked me for the present.. i only gave it to him the day before.. he doesn't waste anytime that boy.. brings a tear to my eye :P His friends are great though, well most of them.. I met a couple of mandurah buddy look alikes.. but i wasn't willing to give myself away to a karratha girl.. they all seemed to be gagging for it.. and complimenting how hot my dreads were.. im not being stuck up, they truly were.. it was flattering in a way, but i knew a bit better then to hook up over a measely compliment.. Now i do anyway :)

I really love mandurah now.. its great.. Its not small enough to be boring and a shit hole.. but its just the right size to be a tight knit community.. everyone knows everyone or someone who does.. Which has actually came back to slap me in the face.. I keep seeing people i have had one-nighters with, when i'm at work or just going around my daily business.. (I work at Boost Juice now btw.. its in the Mandurah forum, where everyone loves to hang..) I seen one today.. One of my more favourable one night stands.. i would do it again in an instant in all honesty.. I don't regret this one, its just i regretted the morning after... I didn't know what to say to them.. the conversation tank was all dried up.. I offered them a coffee and a lift home.. but besides that and a lil bit of a talk about Myspace, it was one of the most unusual and awkward moments of my life..

They came to boost.. With a friend.. I dont think they have told them our history though.. But I had to do register and serve them.. when it came time to being served, they walked off sumwhere else.. I actually was hoping they would speak to me.. I still think they are a genuinly nice person, i just didn't know how to go acting in the morning.. Was i meant to be cuddly and kiss them? Was i meant to act cool and pretend it never happened? i dunno but i still wish we could remain friends..

We haven't spoken since.. i msg'd them apologizing for such the awkward morning.. but the truth is i think my family knew what happened.. and i just wanted them to leave so they didn't have to get caught up in it all.. Oh well.. you win some you lose most.. seems to be the way..

I'm having people round soon.. i'm not going to promise, but i will tell ya how it went next time.. Ciao..


'This is what you get, when you mess with us' - Radiohead